Hey there everyone! Glad you’re still here. I’d just like to apologise for my absence over the past few months. But I’m back and back to stay.
You may have noticed that my website hasn’t been available for the past couple of months at least. This was due to a technical Issue. Not a major Issue. But since my mental health has been toiling a bit, I found it far too overwhelming getting it sorted out. But I finally did. So I’m back online again and have no intention of giving up on this site.
I’m Back after a Lock-Out
So, I’m so glad that I am finally able to log back in here and write. I find it really helps me therapeutically with my journey. So, Its really a good thing to be able to access it again at last.
So, It has been quite challenging being locked out and unable to access the site and write. Whats more, the hassle of dealing with the technical side in order to get it working correctly again has only added to my mental struggle. I shouldn’t struggle with things so simple as that. I’ve been a web designer for the past 20 years. It should be easy. But recently, I’ve struggled with things like this and found them very overwhelming. To the point where I just give up for the time being and so it ends up another few weeks before I attempt to have another crack at it.
Technical Hell
As I said above, after 20 years of dealing with alsorts of dilemmas with websites, a simple error like this should have been easy. But my head has been a bit “Fucked” for want of a better word. When things have been getting a bit too overwhelming, I end up just shutting off. I feel like a proper useless fool sometimes when this happens. But I know im going through a lot at the moment and so I know it will pass eventua;ly and my concentration will get better again.
But in the meantime, it has been rather hellish. Especially when you try to get help from the technical support team and all you get is a lazy bastard who just tries to fob you off like an idiot, sending you to pages they know will only refer you back to them. Only, it will be some other agents problem. They don’t realise that some of us are already switched on to their deferring tactics. That gets very frustrating. Its like watching assholes run rings around you cos they know you’re struggling and you feel too incompetent to do anything about it. It infuriates me so much.
But, at least the agent I reached this evening was very helpful and it didn’t take too long to get to the root of the problem and get it fixed. So, I was extremely thankful for their help and to be able to get back on here again.
My Baby and Sanity Keeper
I’m so glad to be back on here because this website is my baby and my sanity keeper. I find that by sharing my thoughts and feelings help immensely. This is my personal website blog and I have always found it so therapeutic to be able to write about my own Journey of Transition.
Sometimes It feels like I have nobody I can talk to about what I’m going through who can understand. So I find that being able to write about it here helps immensely. So, I’ve always been glad of my own little space here where I don’t need to worry about assholes.
I’m Back To Stay
So, don’t worry, I wont be deserting this website ever. Even if I do go offline again for a bit. It will only be due to a technical hitch and rest assured, I will be back. I currently have around 12 websites that I write for at the moment.
But this is my own personal site where i can talk about my thoughts and feelings and emotions surrounding my own personal journey of transition. Where I can share my feelings and experience of everyday life as well as the effects of the Hormone treatment that I have been going through for the past couple of years.
Stay Tuned
It’s also the place where I sometimes like to share my own thoughts and opinions on various things that relate to my Transition and living as a Transsexual woman. So you can rest assured, even If was to only ever keep One website, then it would be this One. My baby and saviour.
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